Posted in Grief, Journaling, Life, Love, tagged aimless, anger, busyness, friendship, lust, medicine, metta, sleep, vedic astrology on August 4, 2008| Leave a Comment »
He is oh so busy lately, sleeping not till 2 am, with work, his mom, lunches, vedic astrology, outings. No time for me, to talk to me.
And the one I live with swings between anger and lust and friendship. I feel tired around his energy.
I want to curl up and sleep a dreamless, content sleep.
I am so aimless, where is this life heading? I want to run away. Start over.
Sadness is creeping over me while I’m waiting for the medicine to do its’ thing.
Much metta to me, to all tonight.
Posted in Grief, India, Life, tagged friendship on March 17, 2008| 1 Comment »
Today I miss that friend of mine who has moved back to India after being here for 15 years. She was a confidante, a partner in crime, a soul sister, a true friend. Friendships can be a tricky thing; many who call each other “friends” seem to be acquaintances at best. She is a rare gem though. Unconditional acceptance comes to her easily, I have learned from her, she’s not perfect, but lives a true life. You’re missed & I hope you’ll make your return, or else I’ll make a return to my birth country and we’ll reconnect there.
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