what do the experts call i t, anhedonia? yes, that’s how i feel (or don’t feel rather). flat mood. i do nothing. but it’s another matter, that i have no desire to do anything either. i am not severely depressed, not in the well. generally ok, laugh a little, sleep a lot, eat some, take [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Depression’
anhedonia
Posted in Depression, Journaling, tagged anhedonia, Depression, flat mood, lifelong depression, no desire, no energy, tired of living on April 20, 2010 | 28 Comments »
Depression hurts
Posted in Depression, Grief, tagged confused thoughts, death, Depression, loneliness, murder-suicide, sadness on November 13, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Two words, one phrase, one reality, one life in those two little words. Here, in the city I live in, someone I knew well, was found shot, dead at her home two nights ago. A murder-suicide they call it. Husband/dad shot and killed wife/mother and son, nine years old. He was depressed. Maybe hopeless, hurting, [...]
chemical un-loneliness
Posted in Poetry, tagged anger, anti-depressant, cymbalta, Depression, melancholy, sadness, serotonin on August 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Did you know that one little pill can make me happy? sadmadglad. little white chemicals, more serotonin in my brain, less sadness in my heart, more smiles, less moments of feeling overwhelmed. If I forget those little chemicals, I drop into a pit of depression. Spinning around with loneliness, aimless, anger, melancholy. I bought my [...]