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		<title>Humanity i love you by E. E. Cummings</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 02 Sep 2011 07:08:17 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was always interested in poetry, but didn&#8217;t read e. e. cummings&#8217; work until recently. Love it! He&#8217;s eccentric, unique, authentic, to-the-point, lyrical. &#8220;Humanity, i love you&#8221;, for example, shows his genius. Changing paragraphs in the middle of a sentence. Imagining a &#8220;soul&#8221; &#8220;dangling from a watch-chain&#8221;. Yes, we do pawn our intelligence. Yes, we [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=232&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Cold feet</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 31 May 2011 16:39:36 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[Cats]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[You don&#8217;t have to tuck in your cold feet into your husband&#8217;s warm ones at night. There are other options. Wear warm socks. Place a furry cat on top of your feet, make him comfortable, and wait till he curls up to take a nap. Squeeze your toes into that fold behind your knee. Entangle [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=225&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Art</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2010/11/20/art/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Nov 2010 05:07:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am playing around with SoulCollage lately &#8211; as art therapy. Will post some creations soon. &#160; Filed under: Art Tagged: Art, SoulCollage<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=216&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Back-&amp;-Forth</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 03 Sep 2010 00:42:56 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Day treatment again? Spiraling downward at home. Depression. Panic attacks. Morning insomnia. Sleep all day. No showers. No shampooes. No cooking. No leaving the house. Two tears fell today. Gettin worse worse worse. Feelin shitty shitty shitty. Trying homeopathy. New therapist. Cymbalta continues. Lies lies lies. Job? How? Gettin fat. Husband frustrated &#38; angry. Hide [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=214&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Baby sleeps</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 03 Sep 2010 00:38:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Baby sleeps on my chest whiskers brush my nose his nose is half-buried on my cheek he whistles as he breathes he twitches, in his dreams? I try not to move he&#8217;s curled, tucked, covered, secure Baby sleeps on my chest Filed under: Cats, Pets, Poetry Tagged: asleep, dream, Kitten<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=212&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Which self?</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2010/08/20/which-self/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Aug 2010 23:39:26 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Embracing my angry self I scream I yell I retort I explain I argue Embracing my depressed self I cry I sleep I hide I die I shiver Embracing my Buddha self I witness I observe I feel I meditate I forgive Embracing my non-self I exist Filed under: Buddhist, Depression, Meditation, Poetry Tagged: embrace, [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=208&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>discovery</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2010/04/21/discovery/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2010 22:56:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Discovered today: Helping someone else, helps me. Doing something for a friend, helping her find a job, deal with some complicated issues, made me feel better too. It was a baby step out of my cocoon for me. And, after all, I am studying to be a counselor, so it was good practice. Kind of [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=204&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>anhedonia</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2010 00:35:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category><![CDATA[flat mood]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[no desire]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[what do the experts call i t, anhedonia? yes, that&#8217;s how i feel (or don&#8217;t feel rather). flat mood. i do nothing. but it&#8217;s another matter, that i have no desire to do anything either. i am not severely depressed, not in the well. generally ok, laugh a little, sleep a lot, eat some, take [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=202&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Anicca</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2010/04/15/anicca/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Apr 2010 10:54:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Curled up at my feet in a ball of grey you sleep. There was that time when she did, too. If there is a Truth in this life it is anicca. She left that body and left an imprint of her presence on my heart. Will you? Note: &#8216;Anicca&#8217; is the Pali language word for [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=197&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Buddha &amp; orange flower</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Apr 2010 22:27:47 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[*This photo taken by my mom. Click to view the full image. Filed under: Buddhist, Meditation, Photography Tagged: Black, Black Buddha statue, Buddha, flowers, Hand on knees Buddha, meditate, orange, orange lilies, serenity, sitting<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=189&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Planning to live</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 07 Apr 2010 09:13:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[(Been so long, forgot you were here, forgot myself, but I was found.) I live vicariously through you. You paint, I plan to You exercise, I jot it in my calendar You apply, I bookmark You do, I create to-dos You cook, I survive You clean, I manage You are awake. I sleep. You live [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=185&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>No more</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2010/02/17/no-more/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 18 Feb 2010 05:35:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I can feel your hold lifting off of me I crave you no more Words still pierce my heart. Truth. You preach and preach Ego flourishing Imagine yourself raised up higher than the rest of us I look into your eyes All I see is a lost boy This is the end, for me for [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=183&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Depression hurts</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2009/11/13/depression-hurts/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 14 Nov 2009 03:35:31 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[Depression]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Grief]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[confused thoughts]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[death]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[loneliness]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[murder-suicide]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Two words, one phrase, one reality, one life in those two little words. Here, in the city I live in, someone I knew well, was found shot, dead at her home two nights ago. A murder-suicide they call it. Husband/dad shot and killed wife/mother and son, nine years old. He was depressed. Maybe hopeless, hurting, [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=181&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>If I drown</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2009 00:46:30 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[Depression]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[I re-surface. Posted in Depression, Life, Poetry Tagged: drown, melancholy, resurfacing, sadness, sleep, wakefulness<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=179&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Stuck/UnStuck</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 27 Mar 2009 00:31:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>edgeofentropy</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Depression]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Journaling]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Love]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[apathy]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[fear]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[melancholy]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[over analyzing]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Move! Get up, go, forward, just do it. Mulling, analyzing, caught in my story, attached to my bed. If there was a mood monitor, like those heart rate monitors next to hospital beds, mine would be a flat line right now. Stuck. Can&#8217;t. Get. Un Stuck. Two days and nights sleeping then one staying awake [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=177&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Over</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2009/03/19/over/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2009 01:51:52 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[There is no I anymore. This birth is ready to dissolve into nothingness. Shut. Posted in Life<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=175&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Bahadur Shah Zafar &amp; his poetry</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2009/02/27/bahadur-shah-zafar-his-poetry/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 09:10:21 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[India]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Water]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Bahadur Shah Zafar]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[I'm the light on no one's eye]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[melancholy]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Mughal empire]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[The original: naa kisii kii aaNkh kaa nuur huuN, naa kisii ke dil kaa qaraar huuN jo kisii ke kaam na aa sake, maiN vo ek musht-e-gubaar huuN main nahin huun naghma-e-jaaN feza, koii sun ke mujh ko karega kya main baRe birog ki huuN sada, maiN baRe dukhoN ki pukaar huun meraa rang ruup [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=173&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>Breitenbush hot springs</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2009/02/27/breitenbush-hot-springs/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 08:44:29 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[Buddhist]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Photography]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[breitenbush]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[cabins]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[co-op]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[hot springs]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[natural]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[organic food]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Posted in Buddhist, Photography Tagged: breitenbush, cabins, co-op, hot springs, natural, nature, organic food, retreat, snow<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=171&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>One step forward or one step back?</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2009/02/11/one-step-forward-or-one-step-back/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2009 04:47:34 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[Art]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[day treatment]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[group therapy]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[psychiatrist]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[psychoeducational group]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[SoulCollage]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[structure]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Today I started a day treatment program at the suggestion of my psychiatrist for depression and other assorted issues of my life. It&#8217;s not as bad as I thought it&#8217;d be. In fact, it&#8217;s good. Group therapy, psychoeducational groups, eventually meeting a therapist and psychiatrist there too. And structure in my life. 9 AM to [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=163&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>And as I gently toss and turn your words inside my head</title>
		<link>http://edgeofentropy.wordpress.com/2009/02/05/and-as-i-gently-toss-and-turn-your-words-inside-my-head/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2009 17:21:19 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[Love]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Poetry]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[intertwined fingers]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[magnolia]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[rivulets]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[thousand shades]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[toss and turn]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[who wrote this?]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[And as I gently toss and turn your words inside my head, I see a thousand shades of hue. A silken thread of thought, moving straight ahead, swoons around and splits into two. The enmeshed twigs of a magnolia, your fingers intertwined in mine. Two rivulets swirling together, in an ocean of endless time. Who [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=edgeofentropy.wordpress.com&amp;blog=833242&amp;post=158&amp;subd=edgeofentropy&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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