Day treatment again? Spiraling downward at home. Depression. Panic attacks. Morning insomnia. Sleep all day. No showers. No shampooes. No cooking. No leaving the house. Two tears fell today. Gettin worse worse worse. Feelin shitty shitty shitty. Trying homeopathy. New therapist. Cymbalta continues. Lies lies lies. Job? How? Gettin fat. Husband frustrated & angry. Hide [...]
Archive for September, 2010
Back-&-Forth
Posted in Depression, Journaling, tagged clinical depression, day treatment, homeopathy, hypersomnia, partial hospitalization, suicidality, therapy on September 2, 2010 | 1 Comment »
Baby sleeps
Posted in Cats, Pets, Poetry, tagged asleep, dream, Kitten on September 2, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Baby sleeps on my chest whiskers brush my nose his nose is half-buried on my cheek he whistles as he breathes he twitches, in his dreams? I try not to move he’s curled, tucked, covered, secure Baby sleeps on my chest