I am always at a juncture in my life. I know that this is Life, right here, right now, under my feet, yet I’m waiting for something to happen, some new day, for Life to truly begin. Why am I waiting? What for?
This marriage was a mistake. I admit it.
Now what?
Do I stay in it?
Separate and go our separate ways?
He doesn’t understand what this is about, to him it’s about not rocking the boat.
I love someone else. Always have. Never stopped loving him from the moment I made contact with him. Realistically, he will never be mine in this lifetime either. But I’d rather be alone, than in a marriage built on a faulty foundation.
I pray for presence of mind, mindfulness, wisdom, strength, and courage through this process.
